just got home from blackshot-ing with MCS_
as usual, nth big. well, at least he accompanied me.
vice versa actually. appreciateds.
beginning to feel like thr's no point in living.
idk why. jobless, dropouts, breakup. nth goes well.
i am so useless, ppl out thr wants to stay alive i always have negative thoughts.
damn me! but i cant help feeling this way man.
festive seasons! & i have not a single feel for it.
this yr's xmas & new yr's gonna suck big time.
i still haven got over you, completely.
i wish i could, with a snap frm my fingers.
but sadly, big no.
youre an idiot.
give up so quickly & easily.
makes me feel like i really did waste my time & youth with you.
i dunno issit a good thg or bad.
you were th centre of my life.
now that youre gone what shld i look upon to?
i have amazing frends. i do love thm.
but you surpasses it. th love was of a total difference.
idk what language shld i say to you to make you understand.
actually i dont have to.
im quite determined to make you out of my life.
i get very upset whn i listened to songs tt fit us so so much.
heres one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aR1bxfqWvCE&feature=related
you'll not understand what i felt.
we were not meant to be in th first place.
maybe im th one who dont.
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