Are you for real or fake?

Im damn fcuking angry this two days man.
cause im the only one who has been going down to help dad.
fcuk.
godamn unfair. 
think that i have nothing better to do is it.

im godamn pissed. Get away from me junks.

seriously this issue bothers me A LOT.
and it affect my mood for both days.
WTH?!!
plus im damn angry with myself too.
why the hell would i wanna help so many people.
ended up i feel like just ending my life.
just like that.
fcuk/

Travel here and there like very fun like that.
In fact it sucks,
it sucks the most when you know the people arent doing it.
and that makes my heart die even faster.
I dont even wanna bother so much.
For once i can really wash my hands off.

Thoughts for today:
I may not be right all the times but i do trust myself.
and if i dont, i dont think anyone else will.
faith lies in our hands and i think only ourself know whether we can, 
or not.

Whatever people may say we can only regard them as a feedback/criticism.
we dont actually have to change.
For we will be too busy to suit everyone.
Trusting each other is the route to leaderships.
For i think if you dont trust your team mates, 
how do we expect them to trust us back?
I learnt this from my captain from both work and basketball.
therefore i assume it suits everything out there.


We have people leaving us every now and then.
But how sure are we,

that they are for real?
or are they playing tricks?


A good leader will not back out during the last quarter,
they fight with the soldiers till their last breath.

and if you are not happy, say it in my face,
DUH!