Everyone, Everything changes.

Lifestyles have changes again though irregular sleeping modes remained the same.
Different environment; friends; colleagues.
Its nothing new, & who cares.

Seen changes in A, B, C, D and myself. I dont really fancy changes in life. That means I have to change accordingly, sometimes unwillingly. It can be good, or bad. When it gets worse, that's the time where something, someone you love will be gone.

The one you think know you best, eventually proves you wrong. At the end of the day they're not. Whereas those whom you think dont understand you much, are the ones knowing more than you expected.

Lesson learnt: Dont expect too much from anyone, they might end up giving you surprises.

Whatever I have in mind I will share with those whom I care; love. But I realise it is wrong to. I care and love them, but failed to realise they might not wanna hear what I wanna say. I started holding myself back, not to be too aggressive; outspoken. There are words better left unsaid. Because you dunno when its gonna hurt someone, or a relationship.
Pleasing everyone is too hard, yet pissing them off is a piece of cake. Nobody listens untill I say something wrong, literally.

Friendships, relationships. All takes forever to build, yet can be shattered so easily in seconds. Good thing is, so far not yet. I hope I will nv get a chance to experience it.

Many a times, I wanted to express myself so much. My opinions, thoughts, feelings. A lot of times, just by thinking what will happen makes me drop that thought off. At home, at work, with friends, with bf. Whatever. I believe most ppl out thr experienced this. The only different is maybe they didnt think as much like me. Fucking whine-ker.

If only I had choose to live freely, do some stupid things to see who will accept who I am and stay.

Fuck adult world. Everyone is starting to be selfish, too. If not they have always been like this. No real friends in the "working-world." Call me childish or inmatured. I'd rather be like that.