Times are bad.

Well Im not talking about the economy right now, but rather myself. Or perhaps I should say LianHong and I.

He need to re-take a module next semester due to one late submission. That assignment occupies 60% of that module grade but because he was late, the in-charge REFUSED to submit the grades for him. And right now he cant graduate with the rest. His GPA? Freaking 3.2 can. I was thinking what's the use to get so high where you couldnt graduate. Where people who get 2.4 are able to graduate "on time". 

That lecturer sucks man. Now, he cant graduate and he have to waste another 6 months just because of one fucking late submission. (Did I mention it was the easiest module to him?) & because he stayed for another 6 months, he cant enter army too. Now, he is totally behind all his friends. He was very upset at this fact, just like being left behind by your friends.

At this point of time, being a very nice girlfriend; I would beat anyone up if whoever dare to laugh at him. I may consider killing if anyone goes overboard. But, I doubt I'll have a chance to do that cause I believe no one will be that evil. That is my promise to him. ((:

& for myself. Life seems pretty empty now. I didnt know what I can do now. Just like; a bird without wings, fire without flames. Whatever I prayed for, just didnt work out. Then I realised; how can I be so dumb? Might as well depend on myself, pray to nothing; for nothing. 

Treasuring whatever I have in hand, that's "the must".