I lost one thumb today

Do not doubt my words, Im serious. The feeling of losing a thumb is not what you can imagine. When I pick up a pair of scissors but i cant cut anything out with it. When I needed to tie my hair I can only rely on my first two fingers to hook it up. When my hand falls on anywhere I had to be careful because every little impact on my thumb, hurts.

I cried, bitterly. Im just like a useless bum today, and maybe for forever. For one minute seem so long and agony lasted like a century or so.

I sprained my neck too, what a lousy day! @#$>|/?

Lh went for his sashimi buffet & I hated JJ so much. You know? I guess they are now at pub or Timbre. I wish I could do something, too. Im so bored. I miss LH so. But Im so proud being away from him for two whole days.  

Intending to watch KO but it loaded so slow! So Im busy sorting out important Emails for future reference and brain-storming for some WOW factors. I know Im hardworking, Yes I am. ((; 

Hows your Earth Hour today?

I am not someone whom you can make use of, to kill your boredom

I almost didnt have a goal in Life. I wasnt into anything at all. All I think about is Lh, MJ and basically nothing else. Even when it comes to friends Im just so used to survive without any.

Alright, be it my fault. I shall say I deserve what I reaped. & this March just sucks, alright!
Nothing good comes out of it. I certainly hope April will be much better in any ways.

Everyone leads a normal life. While Im at right opposite. There are no right or wrong choices, I believed.

& I've learnt, There is no trust if you do not trust anyone to trust yourself. It sounds like crap. But in a simpler way, it is if you think that someone doesnt trust you=you dont trust them. That easy! So why talk about trust in the first place?
Yea man.

Man are selfish animals. Things that we do are destructive, self-praising and sometimes humiliating. Of course there may be exceptionals. But every single being of mankind are as described. The things we used for writing are destructive and we are proud to be the kind dominating. Humiliating animals are no secret, too.

(I just feel like writing alot of craps)

I hate March, Really. Nothing good comes out of it. I certainly hope April would be much better. Been planning alot this month. Upcoming events will be three chalets, a-twenty-first-birthday-celebration. Moving on to another outlet,soon! & perhaps a full time job after my events.

Can I just vent everything? Its been torturing albeit. 

Trust

March sucks. 

 

Times are bad.

Well Im not talking about the economy right now, but rather myself. Or perhaps I should say LianHong and I.

He need to re-take a module next semester due to one late submission. That assignment occupies 60% of that module grade but because he was late, the in-charge REFUSED to submit the grades for him. And right now he cant graduate with the rest. His GPA? Freaking 3.2 can. I was thinking what's the use to get so high where you couldnt graduate. Where people who get 2.4 are able to graduate "on time". 

That lecturer sucks man. Now, he cant graduate and he have to waste another 6 months just because of one fucking late submission. (Did I mention it was the easiest module to him?) & because he stayed for another 6 months, he cant enter army too. Now, he is totally behind all his friends. He was very upset at this fact, just like being left behind by your friends.

At this point of time, being a very nice girlfriend; I would beat anyone up if whoever dare to laugh at him. I may consider killing if anyone goes overboard. But, I doubt I'll have a chance to do that cause I believe no one will be that evil. That is my promise to him. ((:

& for myself. Life seems pretty empty now. I didnt know what I can do now. Just like; a bird without wings, fire without flames. Whatever I prayed for, just didnt work out. Then I realised; how can I be so dumb? Might as well depend on myself, pray to nothing; for nothing. 

Treasuring whatever I have in hand, that's "the must".

Lucky

Im so gonna admit

that

I am lucky to have YOU.

The world is not round?

Hadnt been updating lately. Not because Im lazy okay.
Alright, part of it was, but because I didnt want to write for people to see.
Nobody in particular but i think I might just write sth to spill out whatever Im not suppoase to.

Therefore I changed my address.

I think as I grew older I realises life is not what i used to think of.
It is not so simple. Well I was too naive back then.
Life is full of ups and downs. No matter where you are.
Be it schooling, working or practically slacking at home.
It is all those roller coaster rides that mould us into better or for worse.
Usually it is the former. For some who refuse to learn it will be the latter.

Im actually quite sick of life, its difficult to survive.
The reality is cruel and no one treats you like what you deserve?

Well, my conclusion is I shall work harder and no matter what,
I shall wait for the one who recognizes me.