wtf

I wanna find someone to talk to. Idk who to find at this hour. I wish you were there for me, as much as i had.

I knw there is no one to be blamed. Maybe this is just one of those usual whining. Maybe no one cares. Or no one wants to. What can they say? What can they do? Its just me.

Sometimes I just find something missing somewhere, and I cant help. Is it just the time-of-the-month thg?

updates!

Been on sm's music station. One word: Awesome! Though its strange to hear him speaking like tt, using proper mandarin.

Today he touches on emo stuffs. About life; fate, friends; relationships. I agree with him on the friends part, to a certain extent. He said friends aint the top priority on our list for life. It may have been now, definitely not in future. Next time we will have our own family. We will not always hang out like this. & who knows what will happen tmr. Everything, everyone, changes. No doubt.

Even now, I can see changes alr. There are always someone too busy for friends. Idk if its right to say this, they need time alone with their own spouse, partners.

I often wonder why cant we all just sit down with our partners and friends. Idk if anyone will mind. But tt's what i wished. wishes dont come true, do they?

Dont worry bout changes, we change all the time. We just got to get used to it and look on the bright side. Life's like this anyway. Im happy I still got a bunch of awesome friends. (: