I wish I didnt think too much.
I wish he could just love me more.
I bet you doesnt know how it feels.
& I guess you dosent have the power to
comprehend or understand many things.
Are we near the end of road?
Or perhaps its just another crossroad?
Should I turn right?
Left?
Or just keep walking straight?
Maybe I should also wait for you.
Tell me what to do.
Thank god for letting me off ytd.
I was deeply in pain, felt like end of world (myself actually)
It was like first time ever in my life that I get such excruciating "sensation".
But well, its over.
Hopefully it will not come back.
Work has been hard.
Things that I thought will be good, not appreciated.
(I picked up from the drain)
Nevertheless,
I still think that I wouldnt be wrong.
I had done so much, putting team before self.
So am I stupid, or is it just one-sided affair?
People who did so much worst gets the trophy,
& polluting enviroment.
I simply dont understand why.
Sometimes things aint goin the nice way.
I pretty much love what I am, who I am, & what i do.
I couldnt care less, I will just twist my fingers & shut my eyes.
Have a good sleep.
Whatever happens, is not going to be my damn problem.
I wish you guys all the best, nonetheless.
LOVE's birthday is just round the corners.
If it hadnt been for its 21st, I wouldnt bother SO MUCH,
AHA!
I really have no idea what to do except,
to keep asking the same qns over & over again.
Everyday.
s**ns
As his birthday approaches,
our 15th months is there too!
I am glad, really.
to have him all this while.
He is my support, listener, & all this while my stress-reliever.
He made me know what is love. what is sacrifices.
What is gives & takes.
He made me cherishes so much.I wish we could be like many others.
For my parents didnt very much want to acknowledge the facts.
I didnt want to hide.
But why cant I show.
Why is it that the word family is smeared?
I do not have a happy family.
Neither happy times outside with friends.
I do not have friends like i used to before already;
partly due to work & they are still unhappy.
But I do cherish what I have.
I did things which might made them happy.
But they didnt seem to notice.
Things that I've done was always ignored,
not to be mentioned.
I've started to hate my life, again.
If not for Love. ((:
Alright, my motive is to mention how much I LOVE YOU.
I miss you dearly too.
Super Duper.
Bored+Irritated+stressed+whatever!
Hadnt been updating lately due to bro's return.
Not very happening as always. No school, only work.
What can happen except to be bullied by staff/guest, right?
Oh, FYI.
Iluma MFM is taking out all GST charge, including a 20% discount.
For DBS debit/credit cards holders, can even enjoy a free starter when purchased of $10. (Including GO! cards) Expiry dates? This May.
Been addicted to MJ recently.
Even though Im originally very addicted to it.
But lost more than I won. Damn right.Haha, poor skills. Lousy hands.
Maybe should try my feet.
I am feeling very normal now.
Maybe lazy,
of work. But ((:
